Little Monster

a joke with hurts return

2009-10-16T04:14:00.000-07:00

i didn't think that our friendship will be end up by one stupid letter..i love u as our senior,but i dun want this kind of return...is kinda hurts !! i'm here to apologize what had i done before..i really didn't mean tat, i'm just joking..

i don't have the courage apologize face to face ,so i apologize here..

I'M SORRY, SHERINA-SAN....

2009-10-13T23:20:00.000-07:00

我是很喜欢你，可是不喜欢劈腿的你。

我可以做你最好的朋友，可是就是没有办法做出一些违背你女朋友的事。

我常常站在她的立场想想我们有时这么亲密会不会伤了她的心。

有一句话我想说，你的女朋友真的很美，我很喜欢她，所以不想伤害她的心。这是我第一次打从心底很喜欢朋友的女朋友。这绝对不是同性恋，而是欣赏她。

所以，我们做一辈子的朋友吧！！把那份爱换成我们对彼此的信任和忠臣。

喜欢你，

x x x x x

(从来没听过你叫我的名字）

2009-08-27T10:24:00.000-07:00

homemade cheongsam..1st ever cheongsam tat i have...hehe

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long time didnt updated my blog d...i become more and more lazy..didnt concentrate in anything things tat i was doing..even stpm is around of the corner i also didnt care ...what i was doing now is keep on playing..maybe i will regret in someday how...but i still dun have the mood to study although many friends and families is stand for me ,support me from all the way...sorry,gonna make u all disappointed ...

MJ 的话

2009-07-07T23:31:00.000-07:00

‘我已经厌倦了被人操纵的感觉。这种压迫的真实存在的！他们是撒谎者，历时书也是谎言满布。你必须知道，所有的流行音乐，从爵士到摇滚到HIP-HOP，然后到舞曲，都是黑人创造的！但这都被逼到了史书的角落去了。你从没见过一个黑人出现在它的封面，你只会看到猫王，滚石乐队，可谁才是真正的先驱呢！自从我打破猫王，披头四的唱片记录开始，他们叫我畸形人，同性恋者，性搔扰小孩的怪胎！他们说我漂白了自己的皮肤，做一切可以诋毁我的事，这些都是阴谋！当我站在镜前看着自己，我知道，我是个黑人！‘

’我没有创作什么舞蹈，那些都是自然而然的！‘

’我不是把歌迷当做一个整体来爱，我是一个一个地爱你们！‘

’我多想看着你们的眼睛说我爱你们啊，可是我真的会害羞。‘

我见过很多富有的人和很多贫困的人，但我更关心穷人，希望奉献出我的一切去帮助他们！’

‘你们喋喋不休地谈论我，侵犯我的隐私。你们的照相机并不能改变别人地想法，所以也休想改变我。你们甚至出卖自己的灵魂，仅仅为了能卖出一个编造的故事。’

I LOVE YOU

2009-07-07T12:07:00.000-07:00

08-07-2009 1am in malaysia.

MJ funeral ceromony in Los Angeles had come to the end part. i'm here to say, is so reluctant to know that u had no longer be here in the world, but I LOVE YOU. i hope that when i call your name and u will be there just what you sang in the song ' I WILL BE THERE'.

greatest regard for me to u.

JESUS LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU

MJ 'You are not alone'

2009-07-02T22:16:00.000-07:00

"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far
You always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'loneWhy, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

taekwando grading centre

2009-06-28T02:18:00.000-07:00

long time didn't update my blog..it's looks dead when didn't inject new posts..hmm...recently i study like hell ,didn't have enough sleep and always play truancy...
but today i finally have a little time for me to relax...
i fetched sister to taekwan-do grading and took some picture of those little kids...they are awesome and cute..they managed to broke the thick plank...

24-hour moms and dads

plank that broke by kids

i think he just 5

oh ! no ! i do it wrongly ...dad! pls help me !!

the smallest

2009-06-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

今天真是很忙的一天。早上九点，自己开车去教会。一点，从教会出来连午餐都没有时间用就匆匆忙忙去SUMMIT's POPULAR去买书。到了那里我真的有点感动得想哭出来，因为我从小到大的愿望实现了哟。那就是在书海里找自己喜欢的书，而且是要很便宜很便宜的。从昨天到现在我已经买超过十本以上的书，而且这还不到RM100。超开心的，我的书柜又有很多新书咯。哈！哈！

回家睡两个小时又在出门。是去找谁呢？我是去履行我之前答应过别人的事。咳。。

到了那里真的很后悔。眼看来的全都是年长的老人家。而我才十九岁呃！都还没有说我去那里呢。我，又是自己一个人开车去到PJEFC 教会。去见谁呢？。。。。。。。就是他

他是福音歌手。为什么会跟他有约定呢？那就是我自己好奇在FRIENDSTER留言给他说我会去，虽然今天有点不愿意去或是到了那里想要逃走，可是最后还是赴约去给他瞧瞧。可是到了最后没有后悔去。呵呵。。

*有点小插曲，那就是我跟Mr capricorn为了一个人闹起来了。冷战了。没回信息了。

2009-06-05T05:27:00.000-07:00

随着年龄的成长，妈妈越把我的爱情对象看似更严了。妈常跟人说我一直都没有对象。对！没错我是真的没有交往的对象。可是我也有我喜欢的对象。就是因为喜欢，不想破坏我们之间那超友谊，所以没有告白。做妈妈的总是希望自己的宝贝女儿能够过好些，吃好些，穿好些。而且总是把女儿的未来放在有钱人的身上。这样的我真的很寂寞，自己一个人的爱情电影，一个人的午餐，自己一个人的公园还有自己一个人的自拍。

其实，她根本都不知道我在想什么。我！超想做‘女强人’！即时是很辛苦我也要我的家人能够住我所买的房子和车子。靠着自己的双手得来能够给你们，我会觉得很有成就感。如果要等到我的男人给你们这些，恐怕会让你们失望。

可是感谢主。最近，丹室爆的家丑已经让妈妈的观念改变了。她不再碎碎念我了，也不敢指望有钱的男人。只要能找到一个爱神友爱你的男人就可以了。她说，那些父母知道男的家庭背景是来自王室就把自己的宝贝女儿推进火坑。听她这么一说，我真的很开心。她终于想通了。

说真的。我的心里老早就有想好要怎样的一个男人了。当然咯！第一，爱神的男人。这样我们可以一起坚守神的信念，一起建立神所爱的家庭。

第二，爱我咯！

第三，工作！工作！工作！的男人

对我而言，认真工作的男人最帅！

我还真的很容易喜欢上一个工作狂，看到男人工作的样子真的很有魅力。帅！我喜欢！

tag from lili

2009-06-04T09:44:00.000-07:00

1. Beside your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
neck

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
wanna eat kenny roger roaster

3. Who was the last person/people you took a picture with?
my classmate

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
ya...always let mom do rest for me

5. Will you donate blood?
i can't ,bacause my weight is below 45kg

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
loads

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
nope..

8. What does your last text message say?
ok..thanks for company me tonight...good night...(to Mr. capricorn)

9. What are you thinking right now?
what to do in the next morning...

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yeah...the Mr.capricorn ...hehe..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
around 1.30am...chatted with Mr.capricorn..

12. Where did you buy tee you are wearing right now?
B.U.M CITY, Melaka..

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
yes..is HIM..

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Mr.capricorn

happy birthday to little monster

2009-05-28T19:04:00.000-07:00

is 28 may...yeah !! my birthday again..hehe..and the time is shown the time that i born 19 years ago...

get many birthday wishes from fren around the world...including taiwan and london...thanks guys..love u..muakss...

yesterday celebrate with my darlings -MOKKI-...but not all came...lili had move to sungai long and ciu ciu got class at night so they can't make it..but is ok...i still love u guys..hehe

blood stick on tyre

2009-05-17T22:52:00.000-07:00

yesterday i realise tat the true dead man hand's blood was stick on my tyre...

here is the picture tat i just took....

the redish blood......yer.....

enjoy...see before u eat anything..

a dead man hand

2009-05-16T05:51:00.000-07:00

today 6.55 in the morning i drive my kancil to school....30 metre away from my house i saw a hand on the road..tat time i tot who is the stupid fellow throw a toy hand on the road to scare the people who crash over..and i really crashed over it....

5.30 pm, my mom come back from work and tell us this hottest news .. after she tell me i just realised tat i was crashed it in this afternoon...OH MY GOD !! i cried...and i just woke from 'afternoonmare'...

i dreamed a guy was lock in a shop and the door can not be open forever..and i saw a lot of human dead skin and hands was hang over the football field...

JESUS ,u gonna helped me to over come this ...

to whom tat stay near sentosa and manja pls alert !! dun simply go out at night... and me too...hope i can do it..

police record

2009-05-16T01:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to police station with dad.before i go to police station i already make a report by myself in home....

here is the story begin.....

Pada 15/05/2009 jam 3 petang, semasa saya memandu lori bernombor BJY 8661 di HIGHWAY ELIT dari Shah Alam menghala ke Nilai pada kesembilan kilometer. Sebuah Proton Saga berwarna metelik memotong dari belakang lori saya dan pemandu Proton Saga menghon dan seorng wanita India melambai tangan.Selapas itu, pemandu itu menghentikan keretanya di tepi highway, begitu juga saya.

Seorang wanita India yang berumur antara 30-35 tahun dan lelaki India antara 35-38 tahun turun daripada keretanya dan menghampiri lori saya.Lelaki itu berbua kuat arak.Dia mencabut kunci lori dan mengatakan bahawa saya telah melanggar motornya semasa dia membawa isterinya yang mangandung, tetapi saya tidak pernah melanggar mereka.Dia mengugut saya dengan sebatang besi. Pada masa itu saya hanya ada tunai RM480.00 dan seterusnya dia mengugut saya membuka cek tunai bernilai RM3800.00,
cek yang bernombor ‘101089’ .

Selepas itu, saya nampak ada peluang untuk melepas diri dan saya cepat turun dari lori dan menahan sebuah lori untuk meminta bantuan. Saya melaporkan report polis atas kejadian demikian.

my dear friends, please beware of women also...now they have a lot of trick to trap you...please don't easily to believe them...may god bless you.....

USJ 8 police station is a new police station, i sneak out from inspector office and walked around the station and took some picture...

here is the picture of it...

wow....got tv !!

logo of POLICE DI-RAJA

park

is all about WHITE WATER RAFTING

2009-04-26T05:33:00.000-07:00

24/04/2009
we had our briefing cum dinner at Robsson Height Restoran.

they busy discussing about the outing and i busy shoot photo

president and vice president

26/04/2009
starting our journey Kuala Kubu Bharu with my japanese classmate..total got 9 of us join in this very first outing together..me, SuMin, Nelson, Vincient, Cheong, Vivien, Sharon, Keagan and Sherina.. this WHITE WATER RAFTING cost RM180 +insurans RM15 per person..total i spent RM222 for the whole day (including 3 meal)..

what i learnt from this outdoor activitie is the wonderful phares from Nelson ->'WHAT A WONDERFUL xxxx' and 'OH YEAH/OH NO'..and learnt what is teamwork too! after tat day,we become more closer with each other,we share everything we had ,share drinks share foods..in this team youngest is 18 year old and the oldest is 40 year old..this is what call a friendship without any bonds althought our age range is very big..

today our pity keagan sick d, so he just sit there quietly and listened what we talking and joking about..cheong and me was the sexy 'dad and daughter' in the team, we wore short pants walked here and there while other wore long pants..

lets the picture tells the rest of my today's post.

this is our look after the water rafting,everyobe is getting darker and darker

after the white water rafting,we are heading to restoran for our dinner..suddently nelson's car broke down because of '水滚'..so 9 of us have to contribute our water for the BMW to drink..oh god, i just drank few drop then have to contribute to the car..but not a bad experience ...

the BMW broke down beside ULU YAM's basketball hall

the BWM is getting thirsty

after 30 minutes,the car is filled with full of water ,we heading to 'jin hok jiak' restoran to gao dim our hungry stomach..

and there is the end of the day..

2009-04-24T22:21:00.000-07:00

遊戲規則:被點到名字的人要在自已的blog裡寫下答案。去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題，再加上一個新的，傳給其它8個人。列出其它8個被點名的人，到他們的blog裡留言通知。被點名者不得拒絕。被點名的人將會得到大家的祝福(認真)，並且所有願望都會實現。

01.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?答：能,可是很希望对方主动

02.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼？答：他们的时间

03.最近最鬱悶的事？答：没人爱又没钱

04.最受不了自已哪個缺點？答：懒惰!!

05.遇到喜歡的人，你是勇敢表白還是默默關注？答：默默地等他表白，自己是不会主动的，如果他没有表态那就算了。

06.說出點你名的人的3個優點答：优点啊?痴情，很聪明，好情人呱~~呵呵

07.你現在最想擁有的是什麼？答：自己很爱很爱的人，很难，暗恋人不超过3个月，如果有超过，那就表示我喜欢他了

08.喜欢现在的生活吗？答：超喜欢，每天都有不同的活动等着我去玩

09.如果要被關起來十五年，除了離開之外什麼都能做的話，要做什麼(複選，生涯規劃亦可)?答：去喜欢的地方工作赚钱，认识不同国家的人

10.什么人是你最欣賞的？答：工作狂又有上进心的人

11.你身边有讨人厌的人吗？为什么？答：有，每天勉强和他打招呼

12.十年之後，你想過什麼樣的生活？你打算如何實現呢？答：金钱独立的女人，有一个非常爱我的男人和家人，一对宝贝。这样就很满足了

13.有想過放棄現有生活去流浪嗎？如果有，為的是什麼？答：别搞我..我享受惯了

14.如果中樂透三億會怎麼辦？答：开心啦..啊不然叻..

15.喜欢听什么音乐？答：喜欢听我喜欢听的音乐..

16.年終要領多少才算OK？答：ok的话至少都要上千万...那只是ok程度罢了..

17.明天中午吃什麼?答：KFC

18.一個月多少錢才算OK?答：5000吧！我还要存钱的叻

19.最想到哪里举行婚礼？答：海滩，穿着短裤短裙走婚礼。呵呵

20.雖然很八股題了，但還是想問一下，愛人好還是被愛好？答：被人爱是最好

21.有什麼不可告人的怪癖？答：如果我有怪癖的话，我一定会让全世界知道

22.跟几个男/女亲过? 答：3 个，被强迫的也有

23.有没有变态倾向？答：有，朋友最知道!

八位幸运儿：Gyn, Lili, Chester, Gary, Ting Fang, Yuk Hoong, ZiWei, SuMin

骂你是为你好

2009-04-20T14:10:00.000-07:00

‘我现在骂你是把钱塞在你的口袋！做人不要十下十下，这样会给人骗的！’
我们真应该感谢那曾经这样骂我们的，要不是他们你想想你现在是做什么的。你可能一世人都做着打工仔或只找到一份可以糊口的饭而已。为何不要做个更有出息更能赚多点的功呢？

‘真是十下十下，蠢，没出息！’

找到一份稳定的工作有什么不好？我的薪水一个月已经RM20000了，这样还不好吗？你不敢敢出来做，你是不会知道它是多么的好赚。‘打工一个月可以赚RM20000，可是我要一天就可以赚个十千八千，我一个月有30天，那么我一个月就不只有RM20000了。’

听这个老人那么一说真的有道理，有的是时间跟人工。自己不聪明就找人帮你做劳工，自己就做规划，这才是有脑的人赚快钱的方法。

p/s:希望有心人看了不要介意，无心的可以把它当作参考。祝你们成功！

wedding ring

2009-04-12T08:53:00.002-07:00

2 days ago i dreamt someone present me a diamond ring but i don't know/can't see clearly who is that guy..arrggg.....what is this dream mean ? scare wei ! scare will lose my freedom or be tide by marriage..but if someone willing to give me without tiden me then i will to accept de..hahaha...as a present la...

do some googling about this dream just now,and i found out :

梦见戒指梦中的戒指一般代表着梦者与别人之间的关系，它并不一定就是爱情关系。

梦见金戒指代表着要发财；

梦见结婚戒指，象征着永恒和承诺；印章戒指或古老的祖传戒指，象征着古老的传统和价值观；订婚戒指，象征着一份还未巩固的承诺；友谊戒指，证明两个人之间长久的友谊；梦见白金戒指，象征着纯洁的爱情。

梦见戒指断了梦见戒指断了，代表着感情受挫。男人梦见戒指断，预示着感情生活上的不顺；女

人梦见戒指断，预示着夫妻不和，近期会有家庭争执；梦见金戒指断了，预示着家庭财产会产生纠纷。

梦见戒指坏了梦见戒指坏了，暗示着感情的破裂。结婚男女梦见梦见戒指坏，有可能会离婚；恋爱男女梦见戒指坏，暗示着两人会分离。梦见戒指碎了梦见戒指碎，是吉祥之兆。商人梦见戒指碎，预示商业成功。

梦见捡到戒指梦见捡到戒指，好运将至。男人梦见捡到戒指，预示着要发财；女孩梦见捡到戒指，预示着很快会遇到心目中的白马王子；失业人员梦见捡到戒指，说明机会就要来临。

孕妇梦见戒指，预示着很快会生下一个健康又活泼的儿子。
梦见买戒指，预示着灾难的降临。

女人梦见买戒指，表明你将有新的重要的友谊。

look like this dream wasn't that bad that i though ! hahhaa.....feeling release now....good sign !

PC FAIR

2009-04-12T08:53:00.001-07:00

in the 1st day of pc fair in KLCC ,i met gary at there..i never tot will meet this fren in such crowded place.hahha..wat a fate we have huh! we talked and walked around in the fair ..we talked japanese when someone was trying to approach us , he talked a lot like i know but i still manage to catch up wat he is trying to say la...hahaha...and talk about women's driving attitude..(hey,dun write about me when u wanna write tat post,ok?haha)

I not belong to anyone but belong to everyone !

2009-04-08T01:47:00.000-07:00

Blog ! Blog ! Blog ! Blog .......
Blogging ! Blogging ! Blogging ....

didn't blogging for such a long time .why am i not blogging?hehe...i was busy looking of what is the meaning of single life and how its go on...huh?! single life huh? although i had been single for almost 2 years yet i still really understand what is single life means at all.and finally i had the answers from my 'old' friends now...

well,first ! single life is free and without someone to control over you.next, you don't need to take any responsibility to anyone since you are single and alone.

next, financial free.there is no one that you need to pay for when you are having dinner,movie or anything.A-A for everyone.you can save your money for others occasion like travelling to oversea with freinds .

active in social.you can explore as many as freinds you can.when you are single, you will get to know many type of friends from anywhere.maybe you get to know a coolman like Obama...hahaha...80% of my japanese classmate are single.some are almost 40 years old yet still remain single but the seem very happy with their current life.nothing to worried about.

haiz..no time for bf now.no money ! no time ! what i want to do the most now is to play ! play ! play ! and spend my time with friends.actually what comes to my 1st prority? friends !

i want to become a better me .live life no regret. it's the time to play before i going to work field.
GOD will arrange the right person for me when its time come.
DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY.

goodbye my braces , welcome back little monster

2009-03-12T00:23:00.000-07:00

little monster officially release from braces la...hahhaa...now i can do want i want already....hmm....little monster had been starving for 2 years and now wanna start to bite human being ....so watch out ,my beloved one (mokkies)...hahaha...

2009-03-09T00:28:00.000-07:00

我很想哭，最近的我已近不是我了。我的压力真的大到不行了。我真的真的很想自己一个人翘家，订机票去一个没有人认识我的一个小岛在那里痛快地玩上几天。真的不想被人打扰，不想跟任何人说话。只是想在那里抒发我的压力，痛快地哭。我已经对书厌倦了，也不想去了解它的方程式。读书不是我的专长了。我已经不会读了，很累了，想给自己一个大放假。

压力还真的来自家人的爱，梦想不够伟大还真的不把你的小梦想当一回事。身为大孙女的责任比小的还来得大。要身为他们的榜样，照顾他们，还要教导他们。在这个大家庭只有我这个大孙女很会读书，鉴定考试拿的A's比他们多很多。所以妈妈，阿姨还有舅舅们给我的期望也特别地多。妈说，作女儿的是要为爸妈完成他们的梦想，他们已经给你最好的了，你当然也要怎样的报答。我们所为你设定的都是最好的，不要你走那么多冤枉路。舅，你帮我读这个，然后读那个，然后给你做股东。这些我全部听起来都很好听。可是这些的一切都是我一个人在做，没人帮我。我已经习惯一个人坚强，从小到大都是一个人撑着大人们的梦想，我好怕让他们失望，而且从来也不让他们对我失望。千万个宠爱都集聚在我这，我怎么会没有压力。没有一个肩膀能让我哭，让我撒娇。自己独自承担眼泪。

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突然想起以前有个grandpa，他是老外，很疼我。每当想起他就会浑身颤抖地后悔着。因为当他病倒躺着的时候，我拒绝地见他最后一面。他说过他爱我多于自己的儿子。我一辈子都背负这个刺。我已经辜负了一个疼爱我的grandpa.

'grandpa,now i can use english to talk with you,but you not in this world.i have so much story to talk to you , but you already in GREAT HOLY FATHER'S arm.I'm so sorry that i didn't work enough hard to live up your expectation on me.sorry that i have to let you down again.i sure that i didn't make you pround not even one.if one day i will see you in heaven,i hope that i can hear 'baby,i still love you and happy to see you' from you and please don't abandon me.i miss you grandpa.
from ling ling

final 5 days

2009-03-07T00:30:00.000-08:00

count down the final 5 days for my teeth braces..yeah !going to smile free without any braces ....to whom that won't see me for this few days ,u can see my last face with braces..hehe...

sardine

2009-03-04T22:14:00.000-08:00

my cooking skill have some improvement d...hahaha....just now cooked sardine with ong's sambal(the recipi that pass down from 1 generation to another generation) , but of cause my skill can't compare with my grandmother who is so expert in spicy...actually all my aunt use thier dish to ikat their husband's stomach,so that they won't simply go out curi makan.....i also hope that i can learn up the skill before i get marriage ,so that they won't go out curi makan...haha...no bad right...haha...

ying~next time when u r home alone call me wo....i go to ur house cook for u ,ok?hehe....

BEH SONG

2009-02-25T05:13:00.002-08:00

feeling 'beh song' today....'beh song' to all that happen in my surrounding today...not doing well in the economic test, traffic jam near my school, no foods for lunch, the Hotlink Top-Up system jam and then wait at there for 20 minutes, other car trying to kiss my car in the traffic jam....
walau~~~wat's going wrong today? why all those unfortunate things happen sekali gus on me de?

シかさんのうち

2009-02-25T05:13:00.001-08:00

yesterday celebrated single party at 'ultraman's house(シか）...we had a great day in his house...but yesterday just 7 ppl join this party only,got sumin,vivien,sharon,nelson,kegan,sherina and me...
he design his house exactly like japanese house,is very relax since u enter from his house's door and don't feel like wanna go out again...really nice..i feel like wanna overnight in his house for a month if i can...hehe...
we chated a lot about musics ,opera and bands..he also showed us the DVD record how he conduct Kun chen's private girl school's band...he really strict when he facing his students and we feel very lucky that we r his friend cos he treat friends very generous and polite...
we also opened some topics about sex ,education,prospect and health topics...and learn a lot from their past experience...and now only i know that actually condom got difference into many sizes..big is AA.........and.............. forgotten what nelson-san said d.......hehe...how doctor want to check when u r suspected in cervic canser or breast canser...
sumin-san photogaphy had reached professional standard lo.....here we had some picture about our P-19 5th outing...

dianasor collections

祭＝matsuri

hawaii

women in the room

band teacher and me (this picture is so valueable)haha...

look at nelson's eyes

ULTRAMAN action !!

family picture

they said we look alike

ultraman and little monster

'king' ~'king'~'king'~

happy girls

look at the weirdo

big and comfortable living room

so 'bahagia' nia~hahha

wat is he trying to do there?

senior and me

wooo~~hahahah~~

Rokok，TAK NAK !

2009-02-20T03:47:00.000-08:00

as grown up, i have a lot of smoking friends and i also see many things that i don't like and sure won't do it in the past i do it right now...alcohol, clubbing.....and the most thing i don't want to see that thing happen is..... see my friends smoking...they do know smoking is not good for health and yet still wanna have it...

maybe it very comman to those youth and adult smoking, some will say that's not a big deal wat..but for me it is...for this matter i cried in front of my friend when i first time saw him smoke while he just 13 years old...i really can't imagine it...i...i...have a smoking friend at such young age..

p/s: friends, i love you...can you love yourself too?pls,stop it..

world peace

2009-02-18T03:36:00.000-08:00

why Israel and Palestine always have war?can't they just stop fighting for purpose of religion?what religions didn't teach u about love one another?

ok !

if u all can't stop the war ,ok fine! lets read my advises about the war...

pls...pls don't give birth to next generation...don't let them come out to see the cruel world (i'm means just for some specific country)...if u know ur place is war field ,for ur own good or ur next generation..pls don't...don't let the baby come..don't hurt them because they don't know everythig about the war..
i know human can't stand for sex ! so why don't u all do it with condom ?i understand that at war field no one is selling that...but if i am one of the charity i will surely donate a lot a lot of condom then do a whole life contract with DUREX...and go to war field to distribute for them...haha...what a cool idea...haha...but what i comment above is sincerely from my bottom heart..pls take note..

for those who don't know DUREX, here i have some picture..

world peace...

yer....

2009-02-16T00:45:00.001-08:00

hey friends...why you all got boyfriend and i don't know de? like this not fair to me...i told u all everything or every single story of mine(although now i don't have la) and u all just keep it as secret...not fair!not fair!i want angry d...ooppss...nope...i angry d !u all always ignore me and don't want tell me...i'm always the last person in the gang who know everything...

yer!angry....
yer!emo-ing....

50 funny facts about men

2009-02-16T00:45:00.000-08:00

1. men like to barbecue.men will cook if danger is involved.

2. men who have pierced ears are better prepared for marriage.they've experienced pain and bought jewellery.

3.if u buy ur husband or boyfriend a video camera,for first few weeks he has it,lock the door when u go to the bathroom

4. most of husbands' or men's early films end with a scream and a flush.

5. be careful of men who are bald and rich;the arrogance of 'rich' usually cancels out the nice of 'bald'

6. marrying a divorced man is ecologically responsible.in a world where there are more women than men,it pays to recycle

7. men are very confident people.a husband is so confident that when he watches sports on television,he thinks that if he concentrates he can help his team.if the team is in trouble,he coaches the players from the living room,and if they're really in trouble,the wife has to get off the phone in case they call him

8. if it's attention you want,don't get involved with a man during playoff season

9. men like phones with lots of buttons.it makes them feel important

10. men love to be the first to read the newspaper in the morning.not being the first is upsetting to their psyches

11. all men look nerdy in black socks and sandals

12. the way a men looks at himself in a mirror will tell you if he can ever care about anyone else

13.don't try to teach men how to do anything in public.they can learn in private;in public they have to know

14. men who are going bald often wear baseball caps

15.all men are afraid of eyelash curlers.sleep with one under your pillow,instead of a gun

16. a good place to meet a man is at the dry cleaner.these men usually have jobs and bathe

17. men love watches with multiple functions.a husband has one that is a combination address book,telescope and piano

18. all men hate to hear,'we need to talk about our relationship.'these 7 words strike fear in the heart of even the Inspector General of Police

19. men are sensitive in strange ways.if a man has built a camp fire and the last log does not burn,he will take it personally.

20. men are brave enough to go to war,but they are not brave enough to get a bikini wax

21. all men think that they're nice guys.some of them are not.ask disgruntled women for a list of names

22. men don't get cellulite

23. men have an easier time buying bathing suits.women have two types:depressing and more depressing.men have two types:nerdy and not nerdy

24. men have higher body temperatures than women.if your heating goes out in winter,sleep nex to a man.men are like portable heaters that snore

25. women take clothing much more seriously than men.rarely does a man walk into a party and say,'oh,my gosh,i'm so embarrassed;get me out of here.there's another man wearing a black tuxedo.'

26. most men hate to shop.that's why men's department is usually on the first floor of a department store,two inches from the door

27. if a man prepares dinner for u and the salad contains three or more types of lettuce,he is serious

29. men own basketball teams.every year cheerleaders' outfits get tighter and briefer,and players' shorts get baggier and longer

30. no man is charming all of the time.even Cary Grant is on record saying he wished he could be Cary Grant

31. when four or more men get together,they talk about sports.

32. when four or more women get together,they talk about men

33. not one men in a beer commercial has a beer belly

34. men are less sentimental than women.no man has ever seen the movie THE WAYWE ARE twice,voluntarily

35. most women are introspective:'am i in love? am i emotionally and creatively fulfilled?' most men are outrospective:'did my team win? how's my car?'

36. if a man says,'i'll call you,'and he doesn't,he didn't forget...he didn't lose your number..he didn't die.he just didn't wsant to call you

37. men hate to lose.if a woman beats her husband at tennis,she might ask him,'are we ever going to be in love again?' he might say,'yes,but not with each other.'

38. men who can eat anything they want and not gain weight should do it out of sight of women

39. getting rid of a man without hurting his masculinity is a problem.'get out' and 'i never want to see you again'might sound like a challenge.if you want to get rid of a man,say,'i love you...i want to marry you...i want to have your children.'sometimes they leave skid marks

40. men accept compliments much better than women do.example:'john,you look great.'john:'thanks'.on the other side:'jane,you look great.'jane:'i do?must be the lighting.'

41. impulse buying is not marcho.men rarely call the HOME SHOPPIGN NETWORK.

42. men who listen to classical music tend not to spit

43. only men who have worn a ski suit understand how complicated it is for a woman to go to the bathroom when she's wearing a jumpsuit

44. men don't feel the urge to get married as quickly as women do because their clothes all button and zip in the front.women's dresses usually button and zip in the back.woman need men emotionally and intimately,but they also need men to help them get dressed

45. men are slf-confident because they grow up identifying with superheroes.women have bad self-images because they grow up identifying with barbies

46. when a woman tries on clothing from her closet that feels tight,she will assume she has gained weight.when a man tries something from his closet that feels tight,he will assume the clothing has shrunk

47. male menopause is a lot more fun than female menopause.with female menopause you gain weight and get hot flashes.male menopause-you get to date young girls and drive motorcycles

48. men forget everything;women remember everything.that's why men need instant replays in sports.they've already forgotten what happened

49. men would like monogamy better if it sounded less like monotony

50.all men would still really like to own a train set

thanks giving day

2009-02-15T03:54:00.000-08:00

thanks god that i still have daddy
thanks god that i still have mummy
thanks god that i still have friends
thanks god that i still have grandmother
thanks god that i still have aunts and uncles
thanks god that i still have brother and sister
thanks god that i still have money to use
thanks god that i still have healty
thanks god that i still have school to attent
thanks god that i still have cousins
thanks god that i still can eat,drink,see,hear,smell,taste,feel,sleep
thanks god that i still have YOU

不敢做感情的第三者

2009-02-12T23:57:00.001-08:00

一个人是不可能可以拥有两个人。不管是你还是我，我们俩其中一个必须做出一个决定。我可以趁现在对你的感情还不深时放弃你。这样我也能活得自在些。我也不敢再从你那儿期望些什么了，可能我们之前所立的约定不可能会实现了。

我现在只想要过得快乐点，不想活得有罪恶感。希望能快点做个了结。

毕！

ただいま（i'm home)

2009-02-12T23:57:00.000-08:00

i wish someone will say おかりなさい(welcome home) to me now..

today i went to PRODUA factory which at Glemmarie to install seatbelt for my car..after settle everything,i wanna go back home early but i'm not familiar with that place so i had made a wrong turn..i turned into DAMANSARA highway..i never been there alone ,everytime i went there with my family or fren who very familiar with DAMANSARA area..but luckily i have touch n go,full tank of fuel and rm100 cash with me,if not i will panic how am i gonna go out from that place without all this things with me...i don't know how many toll i had been passed through and how many km i had drove..

i don't want to bring trouble to anyone ...so i didn't call CK although i know he working at there..and if i tell him i'm lost i think he will worry than me... hehe..and this time i also didn't call daddy for SOS so what can i do is keep on drive ,keep on looking at the signboard that showing 'petaling jaya' or 'puchong' or 'bangsa'..

after an hour,i finally turn into a place that i very very familiar with ,that is MID VALLEY...i made a big turn to go home from subang but i'm glad to be home now...

lost direction is something torturing me! next time i will never go there by myself alone,i will make sure somebody is doing the driving and i will never drive there again if that is no emergency..

thanks,JESUS that i'm in home now...

now i want take my nap since just now lost in DAMANSARA is torturing me eyes and brain..need to take few hours to inject some energy back..

ciaoz..

banana face with mother tongue

2009-02-12T07:13:00.000-08:00

frens said the 1st impression i gave them is 'banana'..a girl who don't know how to speaks mandarine or cantonese..they said they have to wait me say something first only dare to speak with me...frens,see my face ! I'm totally chinese girl who know how to speak mandarine,cantonese,malay,english and a little bit japanese...and my english is terrible worse than other language..so fren,talk with me in mandarine...hehe...
am i too fierce until u don't dare to speak with me?don't scare of me...i'm very friendly person and easily to mix with...sometime i might be a little bit cool when i'm not talking or you all might think i'm a lanci people and do not mix around with people..but actually i'm not like wat u though ..

CLUBBING record

2009-02-08T06:43:00.000-08:00

1. 10 Dec 2008 - MOS (Mokkies)
2. 7 Feb 2009 - BARCELONA (CK)
3. 13 Feb 2009 - BARCELONA (CK)

no more night activities

2009-02-06T22:50:00.000-08:00

oh gosh....father already figure out that i went clubbing before...speechless....but he didnt scold me just call me to cut down all my night activities...yo....how am i gonna do...

ridiculous

2009-01-22T05:58:00.000-08:00

if asking me going to hotel with u is mean friend then i rather than don't want this friendship..how can u ask me for such ridiculous thing?r u crazy?my gosh !! how come our 4 years friendship became like this?i don't want this kind of friend.........

leave me alone...

car's tyre get into the drain

2009-01-12T22:49:00.000-08:00

today,after moral club meeting i was rushing to go back home..while i was driving i was thinking about how the 'old folks' activity want to work on..i was losing my concentrate while thinking of tat and suddently i drove my car into the drain(beside restoran gasing)...actually not the whole car gone into the drain jz the left-front tyre was got into the drain...not a bad driver huh am i? hahaha....one lady stand at the side yelled at me not to continue to move the car or not whole car will drop into the drain.then i called my mother for seeking any help from her since her daughter get into BIG trouble like this ,but end up she call me to settle on my own...cruel !hehe..and soon some of my beloved la sallian boy came near to my car and lent their hands to me to help me to carry the tyre out from the drain...OH GOD! i so appeciate it although they didn't manage to carry it...T.T thanks guys ,i'm so touched..not within 3 minutes,5 men in black offer their hands to carry it..then officially my car is save from the drain..thanks a lot for ur helping hand..may my GOD bless u from me...
after tat i was invited those la sallian who helped me to sit on my car so tat i can fetch them back home ,but they turn down my offer..i..i....i was not very happy cause they don't want my help...i wish to help them since they already solve my problem...but never mind i will caught them in school tomorrow from thanks them again..hehe...
dear la salle boy,u r jz like my angels when i need help..thanks for once again...and i will not repeat the same mistake again..MAY GOD POUR THE BLESSES FROM HEAVEN UPON THEM.

MR2 and Kompressor

2008-12-30T02:15:00.000-08:00

today morning till evening my uncle and I had a car racing along melaka highway.he drove kompressor c200 and I drove TOYOTA MR2.hey guys there,u guess who won the car race?..................................the answer is no one win the car race because today got so many car on the highway.i wonder why today a lot of car.after the car race then we go back to CITY BENZ and change another kompressor and went to mamak drink tea...

obviously MR2 is niosy than Kompressor because MR2 got turbo so it could run faster than kompressor.kompressor is more comfortable and stable than MR2.it's starring more stable .for me MR2 is very tough cos my bodyweight only 41kg and i drive until both my legs 'chou gan' and yet i still want to drive it because i like speed..

here i have some details and pictures...

bear fruits

2008-12-23T07:42:00.000-08:00

'i am the real vine and my Father is the gardener.He breaks off every branch in me that does not bear fruit,and he prunes every brance that does not bear fruit,so that it will be clean and bear more fruit...from john 15.1-2

such a meaningful phares.when we born and then turn into childhood and then into adult...everyone will going through this process.in the middle of this process GOD will shape us into a good potter.a potter that make GOD proud with. in this process ,we learn how to take and how to let down.GOD cut down the every branch that does not bear fruit means HE teachs us how to let go the sins,let go our bad habits,our emotional and so on..may HIS words remain in u and his way become ur disciplin..

p/s:dun noe how to continue with this...this post will be continue ........

先生と晩ご飯

2008-12-18T07:43:00.000-08:00

きおわクラツあおりましょ　皆いしょに晩ご飯小小饭店食べましょ。堀越先生日本へ帰りますから　いしょにラス先生とクラツめ晩ご飯たべます。きおわクラスたのしとおもしろ。きおわわたし先生と写真お撮りますじぁありません　でもからおけ写真おとりまでした。

a thing i yearning for

2008-12-17T05:44:00.000-08:00

the time is showing 9.44,my heart is once again bleeding.i,once again losing hope and feel i'm a useless person ,a useless daugther to my parents,a useless elder sister to brotherand sister.i stand a wrong role for them.hope u two won't follow what am i doing now.
i don't know what can i do for this family ,and i don't know where is my future.i'm lost.hmm..maybe i care so much about it.or because mother and family put a lot of hope on me.i,i also want to do some result to show them that i'm not 'strawberry' or a girl that just how to spend money without earning anything.i starting to bring troubles to family.i love them but i don't know how to show them with my action.i'm such a fool a fool that already stepped into saitan's trap.
GOD ,help me !pls help me ! pls pull me off from the trap ! i want change !pls show me the light i yearning for .show me the way and my future.

evon's birthday

2008-12-11T00:47:00.000-08:00

on 10 december,mokki officially going to clubbing together..we went to EUPHORIA ,MINISTRY of SOUND...
tat day morning,i went to xue ying's house to prepare going to ciu's accomplish to being her guest..ying,sw and me have to give ciu face to wear formal suit to attending her accomplish...
the food there not bad ,i managed to finished it all without watse anything..our main course is duck...the duck taste good..yummy...hehe...then after tat 3 o'clock ,we rushing to Subang,Neway sing k...while crazying singing there we also took a lot of crazy picture...let me show those picture at here....

a warm hug from my darling
a hug for ciu

evon 18 years old jor...growing older

yer...sw is licking lili's ketiak

a wild dance

mokki and elicia

at dancing pool,EUPHORIA

dancing queen

5 November 08

2008-12-05T08:59:00.000-08:00

today daddy went to Terengganu to delivery customer's stocks...he starting to burn his midnight diesel about 11pm...daddy really work so hard for this family and in this inflation situation...he had no choice not to do like tat because the oppournity of earning money is not easy to get nowadays...so he trying to caught every oppournity...i'm so glad to have a loving and hardworking daddy....
DADDY,I LOVE U SO MUCH !!

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today 8.15pm ,went to lili's brother party before wedding day....i went there with an empty stomach and come back with an empty stomach also...hate this man! haiz...all because of ...hmm....forget about it...perhaps is my thiness face problem...watever she say i jz follow....then after tat i have a great talk with ting fang..wow...now only i noe tat actually she is a evil girl...hmmm....why did i said so?her character is quite same as me ,she have a lot of 'evil idea'...hahha....not bad chatting with her...next time wanna go sunway find her yamcha d...hehe
ting fang ,wait for me oh...hehehe

2008-11-30T04:13:00.000-08:00

today i bring yuk hoong to church ..this is my second time bring a fren to church...actually dwei and linli was planning going with me but got interruption so they can't make it..wat a watse man...today pastor JAY KOOPMAN giving his message today..he is a 29 years old young man coming all his way from America to Malaysia..
today i know JESUS is doing a miracle things on my fren ,churchmate,and me as well...Jesus is calling us with a soft sound from heaven,HE didn't scolded us or punish us for wat had i done..wat he say is straight point to my heart and wounds..i tot tat wat ever i do (sins) today ,GOD will grace me or empower me tomorrow,GOD is a forgiving GOD...yes,HE is...one thing tat is very important is do not always think tat the grace will always be with u... and watever u do the grace is still there...actually tat is WRONG!! dun give ur time to sins..u have no time for sins...24 hours per day is already enough for u,if u got extra time dun go for sins go to sleep because the next day GOD had prepare some challenge to cross over tomorrow...

my next challenge : bring at lease 3 new friends to church....yeah ! xD

ACCA

2008-11-28T04:51:00.000-08:00

hmm...today i have something to talk about ACCA...
28/11/08..I recieved a magazine sent by London's ACCA ..i read about the 'MAKE YOURSELF READING COUNT' article...now only i realised tat actually being an accountant also need how to literate and orrally...last year ,when i was form 5,in my tiny mind i tot tat being an accountant is just sitting in the office and do ur parts as a accountant prepering the account statement and and finiancial analysis...but while i reading through this magazine,i know tat being an accountant is not so easy like taking shower ....is an difficulty and challenging job...
orral is not a difficult work for me ,i just need to prepare everything tat is need for orral or meeting ,tat all..talking infront of so many people maybe ill make u nervous...but practice make perfects...i know that well ,sometime i can orral well infront of classmate but when come to schoolmate....ehhmmmm...i not sure tat i will not nervous..i can stand on stage perform a dance infront of people but without talking..
the most thing i don't like is to do comprehention....my headache
will come along with those essays' title..i hate it,i hate it since i was started taught how to make a sentences in primary one...
when i come to know being a 21st century student or employee i have to practise how to write a beautiful and a excellent essay...
now i in form 6...my challenge is to write an essay without mistake..wow...tat is not easy for a girl tat study and talking cantonese/mandarin for 18 years ...but if i have the determination to learn i can start learn it from mistake or starting learn from basic...

add oil,reiko...wat u want will achieve...trust urself...

2008-11-28T04:10:00.000-08:00

あしたGentingへ行きます。going to get high at stadium for F.I.R concert tomorrow..29/11/2008

Reiko a.k.a れいこ

2008-11-27T06:15:00.000-08:00

私は名前　玲子　Reiko です。どぞ　よろしく　おねいがいします。

2008-11-26T06:47:00.000-08:00

ah ma,i love you..

u love me with all ur heart but i can not do anything for you..i know u still look me as a child and a child can not run so far ....i dun think i can live without u..u meant a lot for me ,u take good care of me ,always joke and talks with me like i'm the one tat u can talk with...i'm so greatful to have a ah ma like u...u fed me with all ur love although sometimes i make u mad ...u loves me more than others..i'm so greatful when u treat partial with me and han shen among than others children and grandchildren...

the day after ah ma's 70-year-old birthday party...we having breakfast outside so tat she dun need wake up so early to prepare ours' breakfast...

ah ma so happy while eating the cendol

eating cendol at street..it is so memorable..

a busy friday

2008-11-26T05:11:00.000-08:00

morning

i taking care of 5 cousin brothers and sisters and kept house clean....

afternoon

yuk hoong droped by my house to take his pendrive and having lunch with him at mamak 'INSAF'...we talked a lot rubbish there and he helping me take good care of zi wei ...thanks him for treating me a drink..he teach me the way to test how many kids will gonna have in the future...

yuk hoong and zi wei

night

lower sixth chinese group organise a dinner at tim yuen ,subang..after dinner we going to pool played snooker...i discover tat actually chien yee has his strong personality ..he is so serious when he was playing..

chien yee eating ice cream with chopstick

15 november 2008 , Saturday

2008-11-26T05:00:00.000-08:00

my house having a party ,but just for our 5 family members only..dad,mom,bro,sis and me...we having a saefood steamboat...tat day i was so busy to kept the house clean while mom and sister is busy preparing the dinner...and dad is late from his work so he dun need to do anything and just waiting the time to start dinner..hehe...

dad and brother is waiting the water boiling

11 november 2008 , Tuesday

2008-11-26T04:49:00.000-08:00

today i went to japan foundation all myself...accuatly i want get myself study hard there but end up reading japanese collection magazine there...haiz....wat a hard person am i?hehe... but i feel i learnt something today...

i like the view there, the place is so clam and peaceful..this is because there is a library ,i think is own by japanese ,but i got chance enter the beautiful and gorgeous place..hehe...

2008-11-03T03:46:00.000-08:00

'LET HIM KEEP TALKING AND WHAT HE SAID GOD WILL HEAR AND BLESS IT TO ME',taking from Bible...this sentences touch me so well...

now i reliase that actually we don't need purposely do the things that we don't like is just for please someone that u want to get along with...everyone should recognise our personality and our strong points well...if u can take good care of your personality ,others will respect u because you respect youself and know how to take good care of yourself.

sometimes if u feel that what you do is correct or is do according to GOD's will , stand strong ur decision and do what u want to do....don't look at those who look down at u...cheer up !!look up to the sky and do all the things with courageous....you can do all things through CHRIST who had strengthen me...(PHILIPIANS 3:14)

when u success,don't forget look back and thanks to all that FRIENDS that look down you before...because without them u won't be what you are today.. why do i say it so? this is because without them teasing u will never know how far u can go and what they had said in the past GOD had blessed you...

FIRST DATE WITH JAPANESE CALSSMATE

2008-11-01T04:14:00.000-07:00

today went to THE GARDEN'S DOT RED sing k with japanese classmate and our sensei.....most of them r K King/Queen and no 1 let the room quiet.....
we oreder 5 jar beer and 7 jar coke...we cant finished the coke but we manage to finish the beer...wow...su~goi~minna san~my face started red after i drank 3 glasses ,luckily i didnt do any embrassess thing in front of so many people...hahah...most of them drink 7 or 8 glasses also won't feel hot or drunk....

drunk face

actually 1 of mt classmate is my primary school ,second school and pre-u school senior...no wonder we r so close and got family feel when 1st time see her in japanese school ....she is kind ,pretty and friendly woman...we chat a lot about our past ,school building and even basketball...haha...we have the same fate ....

tat day Nelson-san so abnormal no like in class make a lot of noise and ask sensei question until her cry...hahaha...he is a funny guy but i can not believe tat he just 26 year-old...he must be kidding with us...haha...actually not only i dun believe , whole classmate also feel hard to believe...

Sheirena san and me

Here is some picture about us in DOT RED..we sit according to height..hahaha...DO RE MI FA
yer...why Nelson-san look at Chor Pin-san like tat?mei fong-san no family

sensei is ready for food...'where is food?where is the food?'
たべもの、あなたわどこですか？minna-san mishete...sensei no te warui i !!
hahahah...mei fong-san no kodomo desMEN'S TALKLOUIE ,SHERINA,SU MIN AND ME

ME ,JAYMEE-san and his cute kid
wa....why my face so 'chuan'?hahahah...
sensei is more high and happy than us..hehe
V ...yeah....!!