MJ 的话

‘我已经厌倦了被人操纵的感觉。这种压迫的真实存在的！他们是撒谎者，历时书也是谎言满布。你必须知道，所有的流行音乐，从爵士到摇滚到HIP-HOP，然后到舞曲，都是黑人创造的！但这都被逼到了史书的角落去了。你从没见过一个黑人出现在它的封面，你只会看到猫王，滚石乐队，可谁才是真正的先驱呢！自从我打破猫王，披头四的唱片记录开始，他们叫我畸形人，同性恋者，性搔扰小孩的怪胎！他们说我漂白了自己的皮肤，做一切可以诋毁我的事，这些都是阴谋！当我站在镜前看着自己，我知道，我是个黑人！‘

’我没有创作什么舞蹈，那些都是自然而然的！‘

’我不是把歌迷当做一个整体来爱，我是一个一个地爱你们！‘

’我多想看着你们的眼睛说我爱你们啊，可是我真的会害羞。‘

我见过很多富有的人和很多贫困的人，但我更关心穷人，希望奉献出我的一切去帮助他们！’

‘你们喋喋不休地谈论我，侵犯我的隐私。你们的照相机并不能改变别人地想法，所以也休想改变我。你们甚至出卖自己的灵魂，仅仅为了能卖出一个编造的故事。’

I LOVE YOU

08-07-2009 1am in malaysia.

MJ funeral ceromony in Los Angeles had come to the end part. i'm here to say, is so reluctant to know that u had no longer be here in the world, but I LOVE YOU. i hope that when i call your name and u will be there just what you sang in the song ' I WILL BE THERE'.

greatest regard for me to u.

JESUS LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU

MJ 'You are not alone'

"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far
You always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'loneWhy, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

taekwando grading centre

long time didn't update my blog..it's looks dead when didn't inject new posts..hmm...recently i study like hell ,didn't have enough sleep and always play truancy...
but today i finally have a little time for me to relax...
i fetched sister to taekwan-do grading and took some picture of those little kids...they are awesome and cute..they managed to broke the thick plank...

24-hour moms and dads

plank that broke by kids

i think he just 5

oh ! no ! i do it wrongly ...dad! pls help me !!

the smallest

今天真是很忙的一天。早上九点，自己开车去教会。一点，从教会出来连午餐都没有时间用就匆匆忙忙去SUMMIT's POPULAR去买书。到了那里我真的有点感动得想哭出来，因为我从小到大的愿望实现了哟。那就是在书海里找自己喜欢的书，而且是要很便宜很便宜的。从昨天到现在我已经买超过十本以上的书，而且这还不到RM100。超开心的，我的书柜又有很多新书咯。哈！哈！

回家睡两个小时又在出门。是去找谁呢？我是去履行我之前答应过别人的事。咳。。

到了那里真的很后悔。眼看来的全都是年长的老人家。而我才十九岁呃！都还没有说我去那里呢。我，又是自己一个人开车去到PJEFC 教会。去见谁呢？。。。。。。。就是他

他是福音歌手。为什么会跟他有约定呢？那就是我自己好奇在FRIENDSTER留言给他说我会去，虽然今天有点不愿意去或是到了那里想要逃走，可是最后还是赴约去给他瞧瞧。可是到了最后没有后悔去。呵呵。。

*有点小插曲，那就是我跟Mr capricorn为了一个人闹起来了。冷战了。没回信息了。

随着年龄的成长，妈妈越把我的爱情对象看似更严了。妈常跟人说我一直都没有对象。对！没错我是真的没有交往的对象。可是我也有我喜欢的对象。就是因为喜欢，不想破坏我们之间那超友谊，所以没有告白。做妈妈的总是希望自己的宝贝女儿能够过好些，吃好些，穿好些。而且总是把女儿的未来放在有钱人的身上。这样的我真的很寂寞，自己一个人的爱情电影，一个人的午餐，自己一个人的公园还有自己一个人的自拍。



其实，她根本都不知道我在想什么。我！超想做‘女强人’！即时是很辛苦我也要我的家人能够住我所买的房子和车子。靠着自己的双手得来能够给你们，我会觉得很有成就感。如果要等到我的男人给你们这些，恐怕会让你们失望。



可是感谢主。最近，丹室爆的家丑已经让妈妈的观念改变了。她不再碎碎念我了，也不敢指望有钱的男人。只要能找到一个爱神友爱你的男人就可以了。她说，那些父母知道男的家庭背景是来自王室就把自己的宝贝女儿推进火坑。听她这么一说，我真的很开心。她终于想通了。



说真的。我的心里老早就有想好要怎样的一个男人了。当然咯！第一，爱神的男人。这样我们可以一起坚守神的信念，一起建立神所爱的家庭。



第二，爱我咯！



第三，工作！工作！工作！的男人

对我而言，认真工作的男人最帅！

我还真的很容易喜欢上一个工作狂，看到男人工作的样子真的很有魅力。帅！我喜欢！

tag from lili

1. Beside your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
neck

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
wanna eat kenny roger roaster

3. Who was the last person/people you took a picture with?
my classmate

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
ya...always let mom do rest for me

5. Will you donate blood?
i can't ,bacause my weight is below 45kg

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
loads

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
nope..

8. What does your last text message say?
ok..thanks for company me tonight...good night...(to Mr. capricorn)

9. What are you thinking right now?
what to do in the next morning...

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yeah...the Mr.capricorn ...hehe..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
around 1.30am...chatted with Mr.capricorn..

12. Where did you buy tee you are wearing right now?
B.U.M CITY, Melaka..

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
yes..is HIM..

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Mr.capricorn